05JULY2007
*claps* I finally went for basketball training, after so long! Really did some exercises, but my basketball skills sucks to the core :/ disguesting, i should say. Well, basketball i always not my first choice (: just live with it.
Okay, update about today. Today's the last day of Appreciation Day! I should say the whole event turn out well, real well than i expected. In fact nobody thought that this event would turn out to be very successful.
Today is also a very historical day for our basketball girls. We went into the second round with three straight wins! :)) My juniors trashed Manjusri Secondary!!! Well done girls, great job! Hopefully they will enter the top four and finally the road to Nationals. Break that damn NAS record! :]
After so many things have happened, i realised that i've got many "what if" in my life. Like, what if i fail the exams, what if things do not go the way i want, what if..... There are many "what if" it's getting kind of irritating and frustrating for me. Everytime i tell myself i must do this or do that, but in the end i did not keep my promises. I felt like a failure now, yes right now. Buck up, audrey. you can do it!!! Believe in yourself, thats what many people told me. From my primary school teachers till now. Maybe i should try to believe myself totally again. Yeah, right now i must believe in myself in whatever i do :DD
i love you still no matter what. but everything will be kept in my heart. As long as i am able to see you everyday, i am satisfied already. Seeing you well with everything you do, makes me happy enough to get along with my life.