Today, i went Mjc. I felt so new. i haven't been wearing uniform for so long and this morning i am not really use to it. The saddest thing after mjc trip is that i'm shaken by the choice i wanted to make earlier. What should i do now? I seem to be backing off at this time. I should really reconsider properly what i really want in life and where my future lies.

Now, i hate to make choices especially difficult choices that will affect the rest of my life. Yes! THE REST OF MY LIFE!!! This is serious man. After all the subject talks conducted, JC life is not what i really expected. It's totally different from secondary school life. JC: independent learning, many readings required, no spoon-feeding, must be hungry for knowledge. I really need to adjust some of my thinkings and mindset if i really want to enter JC. Life gonna be tougher as i grow up. Accept the fact that i am no longer a kid. Hahaha...

Well, this post is kinda boring but this place is the only place i can express myself as i don't really wanna talk too much to people especially my mum. lol. i'm kind of pissed/irritated these few days. Mood swings i supposed.

I'll need to enjoy my holidays which will end very soon for me. I believed the programmes in JC wouldn't be that slacking. Don't waste my holidays!

Cheer up! Tomorrow will be a better day! (: