"Be advised that you will need to put up an imaginary wall between you and the people who will be assessing or judging you today. You cannot, under any circumstances, let yourself take whatever they say (positive or negative) personally. The best way to keep from doing that is by putting up a protective wall. These folks are on a power high, but they are not experts. Turn off your emotions and just let what they say sink it. Process it later, on your own time, when you are alone."
This paragraph above is so accurate. wth, right Mimi. I've mixed feelings about many things. I dont know what & how to do it. I'm feeling emo tonight after talking to AJ. I'm feeling so fked up cause i find myself stupid. DUMB is the word to use. I'm beginning to feel the stress. Things do not seem as easy as it is. Now, i find that i really have a lot of things to learn and pick up. However, even some simple things i also can't do it well. Wtf is wrong with me?
I felt super tired today. I should really take a rest, thinking about some stuff and go to sleep.
Tomorrow will be a better day. Be positive girl! ;)
